4 WALLS TO FOREVER

As I sit before the beginning of my latest epiphany...I dwell upon the days, nights, months,

and years, that have sparked the mental images that readily flash before me. I zone in on the

moments of discovery which have been few and far in between. Moments of inspiration and

discovery have been followed with long periods of non-creativity. The joy and excitement of

writing were followed with having to work, getting married, wonderful children, changing jobs

and other life occurrences. My ability to write has unwillingly taken a back seat to so much and

has had to fight for space within my conscious, subconscious, and super-conscious minds.

So many times I desired to write but could not. So many times life had me so overwhelmed

with things that brought me pain, discomfort, uncertainty, anger, and disappointment that I

had no desire, nor inspiration to write. In those times my ability lay dormant in restless

solitude. Yet, patiently awaiting as if knowing all along that I would be back. A patient skill it

is, for it has known that it only needed to be silent and would undoubtedly be rediscovered

after the experiences of life beat me down to submission. Life pummeled me several times

while my ability relaxed like the coolest of the cool, in a corner of some dimly lit speak easy.

So calm, so cool, so forgiving this talent. For it knows that no matter how long it takes for me

to come back to the place that makes me most comfortable, I will be back.

When I come back, it is not without error, but I am back, and soon I am realigned with the

groove.  I describe the groove as that point in writing were literally every word I write brings a

smile to my face and then at some point I laugh hysterically because the line and feeling was

so good. Imagine that, to laugh with unrestricted joy at something  created. A laugh of

accomplishment, not silliness. A laugh that is as clear and meaningful as a bell and the long

range light from a lighthouse in the fog beckoning a ship to the dock or for its passengers to

come home. When I laugh, when I smile, when I flow, when I am in my groove, I know I am

home.

My vow to this ability, this talent, is to never leave again. As I sit at home I think of where I am,

where I have been and where I want to be. I think of the role that writing will play in this

chapter of the journey. I think of the adjustments that I must make to my daily life in the effort

to allow this ability to grow, to shine and lead me to places un-thought of and envisioned. I

have a voice, I have many thoughts to relay to the world. I see everything, everyone, every

situation of everyday as a new page in my story. Thus, I never run out of issues to write about

because the world is my canvas and my words are brush strokes in which I display the world

through my reality. Boldly and with urgency. The conversations that I write are witty and

thought provoking, as I claim this wonderful treasure. I accept responsibility as my mind can

take flight to anywhere I want to be, on any endeavor.

I embrace these 4 WALLS TO FOREVER      

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Welcome to Thought Elevation Ola, a starting place for the seeker of the deeper questions of life and the serious self evaluator. My name is Jassiri Nassor. I am a Spiritual/Reality based Thinker and Creative Writer. I specialize in higher level thought. I enjoy helping myself and assisting individuals connect life's dots through the sciences of Metaphysics, Occultism, Common Sense, and Unadulterated NERVE. Over the past six years my study of the aforementioned systems have helped me tremendously in my personal growth and understanding of myself and the world around me. 

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